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Prompt # 27 Look into your heart
Prompt 27
If you look into your own heart, and you find nothing wrong there, what is there to worry about? What is there to fear? – Confucius

What is there to fear? That I can’t see what’s wrong. I mean nobody’s heart is okay, you know? You fall in love, you get hurt. There’s going to be scars form things happened years ago. Sometimes we all wake up in the night with a pounding heart and we know that something’s wrong. We feel it, you know? I mean I’ve known I’ve put my heart through it, love, hate anger, it’s all been there.

With all I’ve done to it I’m sure my heart would have something wrong with it. Fear can healthy, stops you thinking you’re invincible. I’ve had my heart bruised too many times to think it’s okay. If I looked inside it I’d see something wrong. If I didn’t…I’d think maybe it wasn’t my heart, it would be Benny’s.

Maybe If I think of something good and keep thinking about then nothing will be wrong. If I stop dragging up the past and thinking about that, if I let myself heal a little. Then maybe my heart wouldn’t have any problems. So if I think of Benny when I’m looking at it I know I wouldn’t find anything wrong, My only fear would be that all the good he’s done for me, does for me would be gone. As long as he is around though I’m okay and yeah then there’s nothing to fear.